Love doesn't deserve it, that we play with it ...

Hi dearest Robert, Good morning sweetie, I was thinking about our relationship, my conclusion, thats absolutely meaningless to continue.. I sobered up completely, I do not want to conceal my contact with you, I do not want secret situations. To me it is uncomfortable and humiliating.. I do not want to be the umpteenth one always ... Hope, you are happy with your girlfriend, Jadore ... This is not extortion, it is not an ultimatum. I do not have enough time and energy to do this. We can be good friends, no more, this has already been proven by the past too.. I do not want to torture my soul. As I have done before, I will stay in the background. I wish you a lot of happiness! I hope I was quite humane and honest with you. I do not want to send any other personal message, it's like I'm lying to myself and it will not happen again. It does not detract from the fact that I love you so much. Have a lovely day and week. Nicki