There is a faith in loving fiercely, my dearest Jelly, the one who is rightfully yours, especially if you have waited years and especially if part of you never believed you could deserve this loved and beckoning hand held out to you this way. I am thinking of faith now and the testaments of loneliness and what we feel we are worthy of in this world. Years ago I remember an old man who walked every morning on the grey stones to the shore of the baying seals, who would press his hat to his chest in the blustering salt wind and say his prayer to the turbulent hidden in the water, and I think of the story of the storm and everyone waking and seeing the distant yet familiar figure far across the water calling to them, and how we are all preparing for that abrupt waking, and that calling, and that moment we have to say yes, except it will not come so grandly, so more sbtly and intimately in the face of the one you know you have to love, so that when we finally step out of the boat toward them, we find everything holds us, and confirms our courage, and if you wanted to drown you could, but you don’t because finally after all the struggle and all the years, you don’t want to any more, you’ve simply had enough of drowning and you want to live and you want to love and you will walk across any territory and any darkness, however fluid and however dangerous, to take the one hand you know belongs in yours ...I hope you will continue to be here with me ... Chaque jour avec toi est une journée particulière, each day with you is a special day, tu es comme dans mes reves, tu es comme dans mes prières, you are like in my dreams, you're like in my prayers je pourrais vivre de ton amour et m'abreuver de ta passion, I could live in your love and your passion to quench my thirst, tu es comme le soleil, qui se couche à l'horizon, you are like the sun setting on the horizon. When I feel like talking to you I will close my eyes to escape the memories of a "we" imagined to the times when you say "be there forever" so I start to tell you how much I will miss you ....

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I like your personality, You are a very impulsive individual, but avoiding excesses would be more useful..  Do you want me to be black lamb? ... whom everybody hates ? You've played the same thing with me on your other page. Do you seriously think that I am undertaking this in the long run?
Sweetheart,These were the most painful experiences of my life. I was
always sad. I do not want that those times to come back.
I love you so much, but not at all costs. Be faithful if you want your girlfriend to be faithful to you. Enjoy the closeness of your beloved girlfriend!!!
You will not be angry, okay? ( I love you ) ;)
Jelly